How do you even begin to talk about the guilt, the shame, the anger you feel towards yourself for being such a selfish jackhole? Maybe if I had been a little less self-centered, a little more understanding, I would not have ended up hurting the person I love more than anything or anyone in the world.
Do you know how it feels to hear the voice on the other end of the line apologizing for something they think they've done when it should have been you getting on your knees to beg for forgiveness?
Do you know how it feels to hear the voice on the other end of the line breaking from crying, the very same tears that you were supposed to stop from flowing, the very tears that you were never even supposed to cause?
Yeah, feels shitty doesn't it.
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